UTI’s & Kidney / Bladder Stones / Cysts / Skin issues

Healing is an inside job, no one can heal you if you are not holding a true and complete desire to heal yourself. I know many of you have heard me say this over and over again. Healers are amazing conduits for healing to occur, I say that as someone who is trained in both Usui & Karuna Reiki almost 20 years ago. It’s how I started to become aware of the Subtle Energy Body. If you stick with me and keep reading I’ll explain how we can receive a healing, be healed only to get sick again. The fault for the re-occurrence is not with the healer, it’s with the recipients lack of awareness to the polarity and duality we live in. I’m going to explain how we create our joy as well as pain and suffering. Pain and suffering are at such a low vibrational state it’s much easier to get momentum going with lower negative vibrational thoughts and keep them flowing. Enough of these lower thoughts over time create victim-hood mentality and then it’s almost impossible to escape… or so you think. This is only going to barely skim the surface but it’s a good start. If you find yourself getting triggered, good, that’s healing starting. Put this to the side and come back later. Repeat until you get through the whole thing. If you’re good and still with me “Please keep reading ”

Having Cancer back in 2000’ catapulted me onto the path of self discovery through healing my body, but it wasn’t until it returned in 2004’ that everything changed. I’m someone who needs to know the why & how of things which can be a challenge at times but in this case it was my blessing. Since that second dance with cancer it’s been a never ending search for the truth in how / why we become sick. I’ve read hundreds of books, am well versed in everything Carolyn Myss, Louise Hay, Debbie Ford and the list goes on but in truth there was always something missing. Even after all that, starting back in 2000’ it still wasn’t clear why we got sick or how we could heal. Why can people consume nothing but junk food and live to 104 years old and a health fanatic dies at 40, it never made sense. My work has been based on healing the whole and not the illness because to me that’s like applying a bandaid when stitches are needed. The same is true with therapy, it keeps you locked in a loop never really resolving the problem which is the generational patterning, programming or Karmic loop cycle playing out because everything is at the soul level. It feels good in the moment but that deeper resolution never seems to come… only more separation of self as you struggle to make sense of yourself / your life. The nature of the illness is not really about anyone else, it’s about you and your perception of you. If you take a few minutes and keep reading I’ll explain what I’m talking about.

🥴 This past week was filled with crazy “pop up” health anomalies, some easy to resolve and others needing a deeper process. Three people called within two days for help with UTI’s and just as many for kidney / bladder stones and now skin problems (including hair loss). In all my years doing this work, assisting people in finding their place of wellbeing through reversing illness and pain in their body I don’t think I’ve had such an eye opening moment. The intensity of the energy we’re experiencing is bring a lot of stuff to the surface needing to be healed through a process of immediate manifestation of pain or illness, both a direct result of resistance. When we are in resistance to letting go / flow our body responds with pain / illness.

Let me break this down for you in case you’re not familiar with how illness is created. What all three issues I mentioned above have in common is thoughts & emotions & actions marrying together and being brought into the body through the electromagnetic field Aura physical body. It all starts with our thoughts (electric) and emotions (magnetic) and our actions which are constantly imprinting in our electromagnetic field (see the picture below-human) The electromagnetic field locks in these time imprints as memories (timelines). Time is not real but because we live in a 3D reality the density creates the imprint which is then locked into your field. This is why it’s so hard to let go of something painful from your past or a relationship wether it’s your past yesterday or your past of 40 years ago. This imprint is a “timeline”now created in your electromagnetic field. Every time you think of that situation you perceive it as “feeling fresh, like it just happened” because of the strength you give it through your thoughts, emotions and actions. If you are feeling overwhelmed here take a breath.

Every illness / issue in the body is an imprint in the electromagnetic field via these timelines. Some we can come in with through “Generational Patterning”, one such illness is cancer. The other part in the equation of healing our body is in dipping back into a past experience which is timeline now in our field we are anchoring more deeply into that imprint which is a Frequency. It’s actually in our past and we continually pull it forward through our thoughts. That’s why the pain seems so fresh & present. Our bodies all hold a Frequency, each very different from one another. It’s what creates our vibration, which is based on oscillation. Every time we recall that painful thought we lower our vibration to match that imprinted timeline and Activate it brining ourselves back into the painful awareness of what transpired in the original exchange way back when.

The second part of this equation is even more important because it has to do the the timelines imprinted to the Earth (see pic of earth) since the Earth holds 3D for us to create these experiences in. The difference is, when you activate the imprinted timeline in your field you are then matching the same imprinted field that Gaia is holding but instead of just you as the emotional/ mental energetic component it’s holding the billions of people on the Earth who are also struggling with the same issue, same emotional status and this is referred to as the “collective”. It you are struggling with cancer, you are imprinting to the timeline field on the Earth holding cancer. This is why we heal and then it returns again. It’s a loop cycle because of the duality and polarity held on the Earth. When someone heals and stays healed it’s because their thoughts, emotions and actions have shifted out of that patterning which lets go if that timeline and healing occurs. You’ve heard me say that many times. That timeline collective could have hundreds of thousands or millions who are feeding the same emotional energy along with their thoughts to that collective timeline and it amplifies your experience with that illness that is now needing to be dealt with by you. Many of the collective timelines are generational imprints, holding the potential for them to be activated by you through any crisis in your life over time. We create our reality in every now moment, it’s a currency exchange of vibration. We need to start thinking about how we are spending our energetic currency. I’ll say it again, we did not come here to suffer. We came here to live an abundant life. We stay stuck through our thoughts and perceptions that this is the way it must be, this is false.

Without going into the remedy, each individual which requires their own process, I’d like to breakdown a few of the more common issues I’m seeing right now so that those of you in this collective experience playing out in your lives can understand why this might be occurring for you. Remember, I’m giving you what I perceive as the underlying energetic component of each. (Disclaimer, I am not a Dr. If you feel you need medical attention and a Dr is required please see one)

Let’s start with UTI’s. They are Root / Sacral chakra based and have to do with urinating or lack of because of the bacterial infection. This is an emotional situation of being “pissed or pissed off”. The Bladder is involved and that energetic component is “retention”. The UTI causes burning and pain when you urinate so we need to look at “anger”. This is usually towards another. In most of the cases I see it’s towards the opposite sex. Being pissed off at someone, having to suck it is, or hold it in. Usually there’s an issue with confrontation when the Bladder is involved. Being burning mad.

Stones, kidney first, are also anger but here we are actually “giving shape” to that anger now lumps of undissolved anger. The kidneys crystallize the criticisms, failures and disappointments. I see this a lot with childhood issues, feeling like you got the short end of the stick that life didn’t work out the way you thought. Its also in some big desire not playing out the way you had planned, the failure anchors in. It’s in the solar plexus so it’s about feeling a lack of empowerment and being judged mostly by yourself.

Cysts are about running the same story about yourself or your life over and over. I thought I had done all the work after the second time I had cancer in 2004 but in 2017 a cyst popped up in the exact location of the cancer to show me that although I made the changes to my thoughts and emotions I still had an area I hadn’t cleared so I didn’t create cancer again but I did create a cyst showing up to let me know there was still work to be done.

The Bladder Stone is the same anger creating the stone as in the kidneys (see above) however this is the Bladder so this is about FEAR, retention, holding things in, mostly from the past or childhood. I see this in people who don’t like confrontation. It’s in the sacral chakra so it’s about not feeling like you’re enough. I see this where people can’t let go of a grudge they’re holding from their past. They have a difficult time communicating feelings.

Finally we have skin which is associated with the root chakra. Any skin issues, alopecia included, are about distress or emotional stress such as jealousy or anger that is being “reflected out” since the skin is like the mirror to our soul. I’ve seen this occur when someone was cheated on, in babies who came through a challenging birth and hold fear, as well as in difficult divorces, difficult living situations etc. Skin is also associated with the lungs and heart chakra, so there’s grief or fear playing a role as well. For every thought & emotion (action) there is a reaction creating a “step 1” awareness that you are out of balance through the beginning of physical pain. Thoughts and emotions that are left unattended run amok and create imbalances in the electromagnetic magnetic which then magnetize to the same timeline imprint of the Earth and that creates the feeling of “stuckness”

I know these are trying times were in as were being pushed to our limits being asked to see the bigger picture and the gold paved road on our path leading to our future. These issues can easily be resolved with self work but they will persist if no action is taken because they are being magnetized by the collective imprint on the Earth. I had cancer twice, it opened me to new heights in my work and provided insight I never believed possible in order for me to work at new levels with my clients.

It’s time for “self care” my friends, it’s all about you. These health issues will keep reoccurring until you take action and you make you a priority. The more knowledge you have about how your energy body works the better you will become at navigating around these health issues and generational imprints, and reduce your opportunity for illness. I hope you’ve found this information supportive to you. It’s always my intention to hold the highest vibration for expanding awareness in how our reality can be more easily navigated and healing can occur. As you can see it all starts with YOU. You are the catalyst for your own healing and the conduit for your own love. It all starts with you. Please love yourself in ALL you do, maybe now seeing you deserve the healing you really want so kick it up a notch and activate that true DESIRE locked within and over everything / everyone else love YOU more!!!
Loving you always