Maria Deesy Blog, Returning to Myself
Rite of Passage

Rite of Passage

I took several pictures of the Sun earlier and couldn’t get one that wasn’t out of focus, not because my camera wasn’t working, but because the intensity of these light frequencies coming in now is amplified between the Solar Eclipse on the 10th and the Solstice on...

Changing Perception to shift higher

Changing Perception to shift higher

What are your perceptions of yourself and your roll here in this incarnation on the Planet Earth at this time? Do you see yourself as part of the Divine plan or do you feel like you don't have a hand in what is happening with our / your collective awakening...

144 Avatar Consciousness

144 Avatar Consciousness

September 2018 IG post I wrote when the “144 Avatar Consciousness Code” first activated.  It’s relevant now as it’s activating with the 2222 Humanity / Unity code and the Freedom Codes. ✨ 144 is the code for Avatar Consciousness, the highest expression of the...

“Universe…Bring me new realities!”

“Universe…Bring me new realities!”

As these energies continue to intensify our focus needs to do the same but not towards the narrative being spun. ✨ Instead we must take these intensified energies and use them to catapult ourselves into a new, more highly aligned reality that serves to fulfill...

Staying in flow…. Shift Happening

Staying in flow…. Shift Happening

We are about to shift, lots will be coming to light.  Stories will unravel so we can see the many sides some of which were until until now. . Communication is very challenging, relationships are being tested.  This is not a time to be reactive, this is a time to sit...

Dark Chocolate + Crystalline Light Body

Dark Chocolate + Crystalline Light Body

Crystalline light frequency works the restructuring of molecules in our body which affects all glands & organs.  This is an immense process for the body as well as our human. As the cells go through a detox we feel it (symptoms), crystals (crystalline) activate to...

Creation is a catalyst into 5D+

Creation is a catalyst into 5D+

My first ever soft pastel painting! Believe it or not this was a huge challenge. This pastel board is only 3x4 inches 😅 those are Sennelier pastel half sticks.  This was my challenge to myself to “stretch” myself out of any fear that I am not capable of...

Joy Light Codes

Joy Light Codes

JOY🌈… our Universe brings us messages in magical ways when we are present and open to receiving.  I was feeling very joyful this day as I was sitting out back in my gravity chair speaking words of love and appreciation to my Universe.  It answered back with...

Welcome to "Returning to Myself."

For a long time, I thought healing meant becoming someone new.  Now I believe healing is often the gentle process of returning to who we have always been beneath fear, expectations, and the stories we've carried.

This blog is a place where I'll share that journey—not because I have all the answers, but because I've learned there is value in telling the truth about our lives.

Over the years I've worn many hats: herbalist, business owner, artist, student of nature, and someone who has walked through cancer twice. Each experience has changed me, but none has defined me completely.

Here I'll write about what I'm learning through art, herbs, the natural world, relationships, self-worth, and the quiet ways life continues to teach me. Some posts may be deeply personal. Others may simply be reflections sparked by a flower, a painting, or a moment of unexpected clarity.

If something I share resonates with you, I hope it reminds you to trust your own inner wisdom above all else. My journey is my own. Yours will be beautifully unique.

Thank you for being here. I'm grateful our paths have crossed.

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