Maria Deesy Blog, Returning to Myself
Freedom Codes & Self Mastery

Freedom Codes & Self Mastery

Happy July 4th which, for me, has represented Freedom (codes) since I felt them first active on July 4, 2019.  These codes are activating in our DNA assisting in bringing us into all new levels within ourselves. Some of you are getting called to service.  If this is...

Silver Higher Dimensional States

Silver Higher Dimensional States

Are you noticing a “silvery” appearance to the sky lately?  This is the magic of the higher dimensional frequencies now embodied by Gaia in her Crystalline / Christ / Kryst state as she shifts herself out of her roll as a planet and into her roll in what I would call...

April Energy Update

April Energy Update

Happy April 1st!  Pure Crystalline Light purifying our very being.  Gaia is going through massive shifts / purging, which means we are doing the same.  The inorganic timeline is collapsing.  It can no longer sustain in the higher light.  What Gaia goes through we go...

Lavender Sky & Rainbow

Lavender Sky & Rainbow

A violet sky & a rainbow 💜🌈🤩 Magical higher realms are accessible to us, we have to reach up for them by being conscious of our choices.  This rainbow manifested right in front of me as I thought how nice it would be to have a rainbow after...

Triality Codes / Divine Mother Template

Triality Codes / Divine Mother Template

The last few days I could feel I was going through a DNA activation. Last night it came to it’s fullness.  I woke up this morning with the memory of what transpired during this activation. It had to do with the new Trinity Codes / Triality Codes and a new template...

Crystalline Light Amplifies

Crystalline Light Amplifies

The SOULar light coming from the sun is like a blanket of “golden” rays radiating down on, into and through us creating a massive shift at a cellular level.  I see it, it literally looks like golden rainbow crystalline light that covers Gaia, especially the...

Celebration “Twos”day 2222022

Celebration “Twos”day 2222022

We have arrived! The Earths lower level distortion that kept us locked in karmic loops and cycles of abuse have been deconstructed putting our beloved Earth back to her natural soul state so she can start the next phase of her journey in transcending her own...

Sadness is Heals Us

Sadness is Heals Us

Through sadness we heal.  Sadness allows our body to release layers of generational and ancestral imprinting that ties us to blame, shame, guilt etc which make up the conclusions we form about ourselves which keep us stuck. . When we can see Sadness as a process...

Crystalline Stargate

Crystalline Stargate

The Crystalline (Christ / Kryst) Stargate continues to amplify targeting our heart which is where stargates originate from. Diamond Light (codes) radiating down upon us now amplifying ALL choices.  Make sure to choose higher level choices / solutions for higher level...

Our sun is amplified as these cosmic light frequencies intensify.  I know many of you are feeling it deeply to the point of discomfort in your physical body.  It may not present as an ache or pain, but rather a feeling of discomfort. . The physical body will feel as...

Welcome to "Returning to Myself."

For a long time, I thought healing meant becoming someone new.  Now I believe healing is often the gentle process of returning to who we have always been beneath fear, expectations, and the stories we've carried.

This blog is a place where I'll share that journey—not because I have all the answers, but because I've learned there is value in telling the truth about our lives.

Over the years I've worn many hats: herbalist, business owner, artist, student of nature, and someone who has walked through cancer twice. Each experience has changed me, but none has defined me completely.

Here I'll write about what I'm learning through art, herbs, the natural world, relationships, self-worth, and the quiet ways life continues to teach me. Some posts may be deeply personal. Others may simply be reflections sparked by a flower, a painting, or a moment of unexpected clarity.

If something I share resonates with you, I hope it reminds you to trust your own inner wisdom above all else. My journey is my own. Yours will be beautifully unique.

Thank you for being here. I'm grateful our paths have crossed.

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