Maria Deesy Blog, Returning to Myself
Stargate energy

Stargate energy

This is NOT zoomed in and has NO special effects. This Stargate energy, the one that opened yesterday (see that pic for differences in amplification). Crystalline-plasma light . The intensity is obvious, we are all feeling it in the deepest / highest way. Our...

Quantum shifting through Zero Point

Quantum shifting through Zero Point

n the moment I am writing this Gaia is in a quantum “time out”. It’s called Zero Point stillness. We can’t hear it with out ears, we must “feel” it with our body / being. It feels like silence, like nothing is moving on the Earth, like everything has stopped. I...

Easter Blessings!

Easter Blessings!

Wishing you a magically Divine Easter Resurrection gateway. Make time to connect within to amplify these incredible light frequencies coming in. Everything is within us, do not look for it outside. We must be light, be love especially for ourselves first so this can...

Schumann Christ light!

Schumann Christ light!

This is the Schumann report, do you see it? Christ with open arms for each of us! This is so validating for me as I was sitting out back in the sun yesterday for a few minutes between sessions when Solaris showed me the golden rays amplifying the experience of...

Happy Equinox 03:20:21

Happy Equinox 03:20:21

Happy Equinox!!  When I posted my energy update for the equinox five days ago I had no idea just how “quantum” this re-alignment would be. This gateway is the spark for which collective shift through revelations will happen in a way we have not seen before because...

Can Our Body Be Our Boss?

Can Our Body Be Our Boss?

Can our body be our boss?  Can it know exactly what it’s doing each time we feel exhausted, nauseous, dizzy, floaty, wired, tired, emotional without cause, full of mucus / phlegm, having headaches and / or body aches as well as a ton of other types of discomfort? Is...

Energy / Stargate Update 03:15:21

Energy / Stargate Update 03:15:21

A Startgate opened Friday, March 12th that is leading us into our Equinox passageway March 20th which is going to be much different this year than years passed. You may be feeling it more than you ever have due to the Earth’s magnetic field constantly in flux.  These...

Welcome to "Returning to Myself."

For a long time, I thought healing meant becoming someone new.  Now I believe healing is often the gentle process of returning to who we have always been beneath fear, expectations, and the stories we've carried.

This blog is a place where I'll share that journey—not because I have all the answers, but because I've learned there is value in telling the truth about our lives.

Over the years I've worn many hats: herbalist, business owner, artist, student of nature, and someone who has walked through cancer twice. Each experience has changed me, but none has defined me completely.

Here I'll write about what I'm learning through art, herbs, the natural world, relationships, self-worth, and the quiet ways life continues to teach me. Some posts may be deeply personal. Others may simply be reflections sparked by a flower, a painting, or a moment of unexpected clarity.

If something I share resonates with you, I hope it reminds you to trust your own inner wisdom above all else. My journey is my own. Yours will be beautifully unique.

Thank you for being here. I'm grateful our paths have crossed.

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