Maria Deesy Blog, Returning to Myself
Consistent Higher light Frequencies

Consistent Higher light Frequencies

Higher light frequencies are consistent now… SOULar / Crystalline-Plasma light is an everyday occurrence kicking up Freedom Codes / Humanity Codes pushing all distortion carrying anything not aligned with love and unity up and out of our field. As our body receives...

Numbness waking up

Numbness waking up

Numb arms / hands / fingers upon waking is part of the effects of Ascension upgrades. Gamma light Frequency works our neurological & Immune systems. . We will feel like the Ever-ready Rabbit on steroids and sleep will be challenging. This is our “multidimensional”...

Awakening our Divine Template

Awakening our Divine Template

Are you feeling a sense of lethargy, perhaps feeling detached from yourself or your life as well as your routine or work?  Are you feeling like you're suddenly unsure of who you are because things do not feel the same to you?  Are you noticing feelings of sadness or...

When will this shift / Ascension end?

When will this shift / Ascension end?

I’m repeatedly asked “when is this shifting / Ascension going to end?” My answer is always the same “Never, we’re in for as long as we choose to be in our physical body.” That answer is probably not the one you want to hear, however it’s the truth.  We are doing...

Faerie portal

Faerie portal

My girl Mush is a faerie.  She takes care of the land around our house. Yesterday I was sitting with her & watched her open a portal, you can see the rainbow bands of light around her neck.  She never wants to be indoors, loves being out 24/7 doing her grid...

Light keeping

Light keeping

Do you lead with your light, holding light, keeping your light so bright that others desiring to know / stand in / ignite their own light / be light can see the way to do that from within themselves? This Keeper of the Light knows the way.  She shows the way through...

Consistant Expansion!

Consistant Expansion!

Plasma / SOULar frequencies Expansion Expansion Expansion!!! That’s it, plain & simple. Distortion within or without can NOT hang on any longer.  If you feel you can’t do anything more that lay down so be it, that is what this energy does. Massive reconstruction...

Magic is all around us!

Magic is all around us!

Magic is everywhere 💫 🍄Mushrooms (the elementals call them toadstools) are in abundance in my backyard!  Everyday there’s something new to experience. I’m in touch with Gaia connecting,  sending out love and in return love comes back in the way of...

Welcome to "Returning to Myself."

For a long time, I thought healing meant becoming someone new.  Now I believe healing is often the gentle process of returning to who we have always been beneath fear, expectations, and the stories we've carried.

This blog is a place where I'll share that journey—not because I have all the answers, but because I've learned there is value in telling the truth about our lives.

Over the years I've worn many hats: herbalist, business owner, artist, student of nature, and someone who has walked through cancer twice. Each experience has changed me, but none has defined me completely.

Here I'll write about what I'm learning through art, herbs, the natural world, relationships, self-worth, and the quiet ways life continues to teach me. Some posts may be deeply personal. Others may simply be reflections sparked by a flower, a painting, or a moment of unexpected clarity.

If something I share resonates with you, I hope it reminds you to trust your own inner wisdom above all else. My journey is my own. Yours will be beautifully unique.

Thank you for being here. I'm grateful our paths have crossed.

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