Maria Deesy Blog, Returning to Myself
Magic is all around us!

Magic is all around us!

Magic is everywhere 💫 🍄Mushrooms (the elementals call them toadstools) are in abundance in my backyard!  Everyday there’s something new to experience. I’m in touch with Gaia connecting,  sending out love and in return love comes back in the way of...

October Energy Update

October Energy Update

Today was my first day with Sun time in what feels like forever.  As I sat communing gently closing my eyes my field was flooded with pure golden crystalline light.  All throughout the golden light flooding my third eye were the most beautiful sparkles, they twinkled...

Crystalline Light Body

Crystalline Light Body

Last night my solar plexus was sparkling like beautiful little citrine crystal points. It was magical ✨ This morning another crystalline crystal popped out of my cheek. Feels like a piece of sand and is itchy when it’s breaking the skin.  I’ve had many of these...

September Energy – Kundalini Rising

September Energy – Kundalini Rising

I was awakened by another kundalini activation. It was strong, I could feel it ascending my spinal column.  The message was to be still, surrender to the experience.  When it completed I was aware we are heading into a shift within the collective as the 3D matrix...

Healing Seperation – an OverSoul Transmission

Healing Seperation – an OverSoul Transmission

✨NOTE: please read this as if this was being downloaded through you from your #oversoul for a #dnaactivation into #higherconsciousness #higherself if you choose 🙏🏻 In the beginning God made me… many lifetimes in various forms to learn,...

Feeling our FREEDOM

Feeling our FREEDOM

Freedom codes are conscious light, just like all other light frequencies / codes.  We must take responsibility for our own up-leveling and call them in.

Welcome to "Returning to Myself."

For a long time, I thought healing meant becoming someone new.  Now I believe healing is often the gentle process of returning to who we have always been beneath fear, expectations, and the stories we've carried.

This blog is a place where I'll share that journey—not because I have all the answers, but because I've learned there is value in telling the truth about our lives.

Over the years I've worn many hats: herbalist, business owner, artist, student of nature, and someone who has walked through cancer twice. Each experience has changed me, but none has defined me completely.

Here I'll write about what I'm learning through art, herbs, the natural world, relationships, self-worth, and the quiet ways life continues to teach me. Some posts may be deeply personal. Others may simply be reflections sparked by a flower, a painting, or a moment of unexpected clarity.

If something I share resonates with you, I hope it reminds you to trust your own inner wisdom above all else. My journey is my own. Yours will be beautifully unique.

Thank you for being here. I'm grateful our paths have crossed.

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