Maria Deesy Blog, Returning to Myself
Balance in All Things

Balance in All Things

This little guy flew right at me then landed on the railing next to me. When Dragonfly’s show they bring with them wisdom of change and learning through experience. It’s about possessing the power of the light! His color is black & white, very fitting for all the...

Nothing Seems Clear

Nothing Seems Clear

I was laying in the little sun earlier and I felt my face tingling like tiny bugs crawling on me (Star particles activating) then my third eye blew open and I found myself facing one of the astronauts of the Spacex flight that just occurred a few days back. As I was...

We Control the Narrative Through Awareness

We Control the Narrative Through Awareness

As we see the lower 3D timelines of distortion continue to dissolve through public unrest & restriction we must remember to hold the incoming light frequencies of the Solar Cosmic Christ in order to strengthen our vision of where we are heading as we navigate...

Global Reset – Balance Restored

Global Reset – Balance Restored

Since March 14th I’ve been writing and sharing a progression of events on the timeline unfolding as the bifurcation of 3D / 4D continues to take place.  This is Ascension or The Great Awakening.  It can not be stopped, the only variable in this experience is how we...

Seeing Beyond 3D to 5D

Seeing Beyond 3D to 5D

WE are moving at a rapid pace right now as the number of those awakening is rising each day.  This is of great importance since the vibration of Gaia needs to continue to raise for all to meet the NEW timelines available in 5D New Earth which being offered now.  This...

Feeling our way through…

Feeling our way through…

Lower timelines are dissolving but not without cost for some.  The higher energies are intensifying the experience for those who are not easily able to let go of what was in order to step into what is unfolding to anchor the higher timelines.  Everything feels...

5:5 Time Gates & Parallel Timelines

5:5 Time Gates & Parallel Timelines

We are in the midst of a significant shift, probably one of the biggest shifts yet.  As you know from my prior posts timelines have been merging / alchemizing and integrating to bring us all into this now moment.  We’ve healed so much over the last few years on a...

12:12 Gateway    Dec 4, 2019

12:12 Gateway Dec 4, 2019

Many of you felt the energy shift I posted about yesterday which was the ”kick off” for this 12:12 gateway. These energies are going to intensify as we begin to align now to the “final” 12:12 gateway as we bring to a conclusion this 7 year ascension period in order to...

Healing Starts Within

I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. In my journey I came to see the demon wasn't cancer: it was me. My own thoughts were making me sick. Everyone thinks cancer, and all illness, has to do with the food we eat, but that's not really true. The...

Welcome to "Returning to Myself."

For a long time, I thought healing meant becoming someone new.  Now I believe healing is often the gentle process of returning to who we have always been beneath fear, expectations, and the stories we've carried.

This blog is a place where I'll share that journey—not because I have all the answers, but because I've learned there is value in telling the truth about our lives.

Over the years I've worn many hats: herbalist, business owner, artist, student of nature, and someone who has walked through cancer twice. Each experience has changed me, but none has defined me completely.

Here I'll write about what I'm learning through art, herbs, the natural world, relationships, self-worth, and the quiet ways life continues to teach me. Some posts may be deeply personal. Others may simply be reflections sparked by a flower, a painting, or a moment of unexpected clarity.

If something I share resonates with you, I hope it reminds you to trust your own inner wisdom above all else. My journey is my own. Yours will be beautifully unique.

Thank you for being here. I'm grateful our paths have crossed.

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