So here I am in sunny Florida!  I still can’t believe I’ve lived here for 17 months already.  My argument was always “the heat” but now that I live here, on the Gulf Coast, my argument could also include snakes, Palmetto bugs (a fancy name for huge flying roaches, and no I don’t have them in my house), scorpions (yes those have been in the house, I’ve had one in the bathroom and one in the kitchen sink) lizards of all shapes and sizes, an armadillo (he’s my exterminator for ticks and fleas and anything else), snails that when they are actively moving, antenna out, they make me feel like I’m in a Dr. Doolittle movie, my crow army who loves the occasional peanuts I throw out for them and well I could go on and on but you get the idea.

A few weeks back a fancy white peacock or peahen, I didn’t get that close, flew in for a brief encounter as a nod that a resurrection of sorts was happening.  I feel like it was a direct manifestation after my client Liz, sent me photos of a recent trip abroad that included a spectacular white peafowl.  I’d only experienced the blue colorful ones, never a white one and thought about it for a few days thinking I might paint it.  Then one afternoon a week or two later, the two male peacocks are screaming very load, they are loud to begin with.  I decided to go see what all the commotion was about.  When I stepped outside, I hear a new call that was more guttural and deeper than what I was used to hearing from the peacocks.  I stepped out far enough into the yard and there it was, a beautiful regal looking white peafowl sitting on the mound of dirt we use to refill the coops after a hard rain.  The Universe had responded to my desire to experience one in person.  I’ve never seen one around here in all the time I’ve been here, come to think of it I’ve never seen any peafowl, not the blue ones either.  It was clear something magical and other worldly was taking place.  I needed to be extra present to see what the true message was here so I could flow in alignment and continue to be in a place of receiving.

Themes surrounding self-confidence, rebirth, renewal and Divine connection were bringing me into higher states of consciousness and at the same time life was slowing me down.  I wasn’t rushing to something I thought I needed to do or going to stores to self sooth my dysregulated nervous system, I was becoming more present than ever.  I noticed it in my client, Joe, as well, each time he’d return home there was a new light shining in him.  This new house-sitting situation was shifting us at the core.  Him in the act of giving and me through receiving.  He was stepping into a new reality, one he could only dream of, and I was doing to the same, slowly unwinding giving myself space to breathe.

So here I am, on my own in a new environment with my cat Bella, four chickens, five quail and two peacocks and a peahen in my care.  It’s become my understanding that Bella hates Florida more than I did but after these last few months, she’s slowly finding the same peace within that I’m finding.  I was also a caring for my clients 90lb 13 yr old chocolate lab named Lasagna.  Even as he aged it’s clear he didn’t realize how old he was.  He had high level puppy energy, and I can say for a fact his dad, my client and friend Joe, never let him think he was anything but a big puppy.  Unfortunately, as I write this, we had to say goodbye to him a few weeks back as he transitioned over the rainbow bridge.  As sad as it is the timing was synchronistic as my client is now stepping into a new life that has him on a continuous high-level path of self-exploration and achievement.  His work has him focused on a new direction with new life goals.  Suddenly he has the life he’s always dreamt of even if it means no longer having more freedom working for himself.  Even in his grief he sees how the path they walked together for almost 14 years had shifted and gently asked for change.

I often reflect and ask myself, “how did I get here”?  The path was so clear, and simple, I felt it in every fiber of my being even as my brain was screaming “No not Florida!”  There was no figuring it out or trying to make it work.  That’s the fate and destiny part.  I grew up on Long Island, born and raised.  I never imagined myself leaving.  Even as I went through my last divorce, I clung to the idea of staying in the only place that felt like home.

Just before Florida called I was living in Stony Brook, Long Island with my friend who I shared a house with since October 2018 when we spontaneously moved in together after her fiancé suddenly passed and my divorce became final.  It was a slightly challenging friendship; we were like night and day.  We made it work not asking too much of each other and knew the boundaries.  In 2023 we moved to Stony Brook and for me it felt like this was the last place we would live together.  I was feeling a change I couldn’t see clearly and at the time, I didn’t realize life wasn’t simply changing my address, it was quietly asking me to become someone I hadn’t met yet.  The friendship had stabilized both of us as it was meant to.  I could feel a new adventure waiting for me to say yes!

In February 2024 her daughter’s living situation shifted and through a conversation we had I asked her “if you could live anywhere where would that be?”  She said Florida and I said you’re free so go and start living your best life…she did, however her and her mom missed each other and yet again the Universe had other plans.  I was not going to Florida because I was on a mission to get on a five-acre homestead somewhere (again not Florida!) and grow herbs for the herbal business my friend and I had just started together.  We talked about the homestead and setting ourselves up for an herb farm making herbal remedies (my part of the business) and hair care products (her part of the business).  The more we talked about it the more we disagreed on where to live.  She didn’t like the idea of Florida but it’s where her daughter was and I, in my mind, was headed to the mountains somewhere but I could see the writing on the wall, we were not getting a five-acre homestead together, or land to grow herbs nor would we continue our friendship.  It was clear as day, that timeline was quickly coming to an end.  It had served its purpose beautifully.  Now there was a new adventure calling and I needed to be ok with wherever life was taking me.

Next week I’ll share how an incredible opportunity, a willingness to trust my intuition, and a few surprising turns brought me an unexpected detour.  Along the way I’ll share some of the mindset shifts that helped me recognize—and step into—a life I never would have imagined for myself…

Next week I’ll share how an invitation to journey across the ocean unexpectedly became the first step toward the life I never imagined I’d be living.

Stay focused, no playing in the old ways, 9D says WE are the creator of everything!  We must see all experiences from the point of our creation. Our thoughts, words, actions & beliefs shape our experience. We’ve all been glamored through the veil & bought Into the illusion.
It’s time to opt out of the 3D illusion through conscious choices in how we’re engaging with and creating in our life experience. If you keep looking to see “what’s happening” within the collective or the covid story you’re engaging with 3D which means it’s in your field.

Untether, let it go.  There’s no need to watch unless you want to keep experiencing the lower levels which cause immediate imbalance in our field which creates suffering.  It takes more work to clear the entanglement. We don’t need to watch. The end… ❤️

In the past there was Law of Attraction which had us make a vision board and look at it everyday to get us thinking about, dreaming about the things we’d like to have including money.  The problem with this process is that we can’t manifest through thinking alone, here’s why.  The “energy” of a thought is  electric in nature which is only a “spark” in the manifestation process but it will not bring abundance to us, it will only send the message to our universe telling it what we’re thinking about in that moment.  It would be like putting the key in the ignition of your car and turning it.  That action sparks the car to start but another component is needed for to car to move. So the process of thinking into existence what you want or need is not the answer.

Before I get to the answer, the key to successful abundance let’s look at another area, TIME.   How about our energy as time?  It’s true that our energy equals our time.  The more time we spend chasing our dream the less time we are spending manifesting our dream.

How about other people requiring our time?  Have you ever looked at how much time you’re giving away where your time is not truly honored, respected or valued by others and if you’re giving so much time / energy away you start feeling depleted?  If the answer is yes, you are not honoring, respecting or valuing your own time.

How about your relationship to money? Do you see money as hard to come by?  Money is constantly challenging you? Do you realize money holds its own vibration?  If you struggle with money it’s because there’s a mismatch in your vibration to money’s vibration and all that’s needed is to rebalance that vibrational misalignment. I see this all the time with people perceiving money as hard to come by.  I was one of those people until 3 years ago when I had to dig deep to see why I was always challenged with money.  Since I got my vibration straight with money it’s never been a problem again. Wouldn’t you love you have the same experience?  It’s really not as difficult as it seems.

The answer to abundance is held in not devaluing our soul by giving ourselves / products / offerings away for free or at very little cost, way below the true value.  That only serves to feed the lack program that a great majority of humanity is still tied to from their incarnation into this physicalized state of being. Lack is victim hood consciousness, they go hand in hand and operate two ways.  Keep following, I’ll explain…

Abundance is tied to our energy and our energy is tied to our “SOUL”.  We are here in this incarnation to learn to HONOR our soul through “self love”. This is not a secret, I’ve been writing about this for years.  In order to honor our soul we must choose things / actions / relationships that are in our highest best interest, not the ones that deplete us.  If we allow ourselves to become depleted we are playing into the lack program.  The soul contracts of servitude, vows of poverty etc ended on 2012.  All of that is done as is karma.  Ascension is about reclaiming our birthright and an aspect of that is our own abundant state of being.

When we choose to honor our soul through an exchange with another in the way of money or time we are showing up for our own soul supporting ourselves and at the same time we’re showing up honoring the offerings of the other soul amplifying their experience. We must invest in our soul, it’s part of our experience here.  If we hold the idea that there should always be free teachings, offerings, healings etc for us to enjoy we are saying they are not WORTH investing in, and our SOUL is not WORTH investing in.

We can not step into a 5D New Earth experience from a place of lack, lack is a program in the matrix of 3D.

So how do we achieve abundance? Abundance is a state of “being”, that’s it, plain an simple.  So simple it feels like the most challenging thing to accomplish in the universe but it’s not.  Think about it this way, if our abundance is tied to our energy (our energy is our soul) then we must 1- satisfy our souls desires and if there’s an investment we pay it (art classes, healing sessions, travel, spiritual tools etc) 2- hold the “desire” to be abundant and keep holding, this is the challenging part 😉 and that’s because desires energy is “magnetic”.  When we desire something we’ve already sent out the “thought Spark” which is the key in the ignition, which we follow with desire as we “hold” deep inside of us on an energetic level. In that exchange we’ve “stepped on the gas” to fully become that which we desire.  3- the next step is in knowing yourself as an abundant being, this is where we stand in our power seeing, owning and honoring our own value not playing small or feeding anyone else’s lack program.  We’ve flipped the script to our universe and who’ll no longer ATTRACT to us anything that is not a direct vibrational match to our state of abundance.

When we realize that everything is energy, including us, life becomes easier to navigate.  If we don’t like what is playing out we raise our vibration and choose a new timeline to experience.  If you’re struggling with abundance I encourage you to look at how you are treating your energy, your time and your soul.  That’s where your first step is.  I live by example, I walk my talk. Last night in my Ascension Mastery School gathering I shared this exact information (maybe a bit more 😉) with those in attendance and woke up this morning to 3 new sessions booked!  It never fails.  When I give my hugest everything to those who are a vibrational match my universe offers me a return on what I sent out.  This is how abundance works.

Remember, your soul must come first, self love is key which is a high vibrational state of being that our universe matches in kind with great joy and was because YOU / WE are our universe! Keep reminding yourself “My universe is within me!” all day long for the next 7 days to support your shift in awareness and watch the magic happen.  I love you ❤️